Long time coming

It has been a long time getting to this place. Eight and a half years and we have a Christmas tree! It may not be as big as we use to have or as pretty and it came to our home without our choosing, but never the less it is a Christmas tree.

I do like our little tree although I am very torn about acting like a normal family when we are not complete. I do think our angels are also enjoying our little tree.

Merry Christmas to our angels.

Never in my thoughts could I ever have imagined that in my life I would have some of the experiences I have had in the last 8 1/2 years. I spent an incredible weekend in L.A. this working on the Onelegacy float for the Rose Bowl Parade. Through our sadness of losing our Tim so many opportunities to grow and so many wonderful people have come into our lives.

Tim is one of 77 organ donors to be honored this year in the Rose Bowl Parade on January 1.2010. on the Onelegacy float. The float will be #10 in the lineup.

We were invited to Pasadena to decorate a floragraph of Tim. The floragraph was a computerized photo mounted on foam board. The photographs were shaded so that we knew where to apply the color. All of the materials used to decorate every inch of the float are natural. Dyed cream of wheat, poppy seeds, popcorn, dryed flowers etc.

Starting was the hard part. To see Tim's face and to know how we got there was a bittersweet feeling. My niece Laura, her new husband Brian and Tim's heart recipient's wife Cora and myself spent the day creating Tim's floragraph. I think we did a pretty good job if I do say so myself.

Tim never seems to amaze me. After 8 1/2 years he is still making a statement!

http://www.donatelifefloat.org/prod/components/media_center/video/video_120509.html

time

time
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I seemed to have slipped into a new time in my life and I am not so sure I like it. It was not so long ago that people asked me "how many children do you have?". The other day while out and about I was chatting with an older woman and she asked me "If I had any grandchildren?".

How could time have passed me by so quickly without me noticing? Pretty soon someone someday will write about a nice old lady they were chatting with and they will be talking about me.

Where does the time go?

Fall

Fall
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The summer flowers in the garden are starting to wilt
The leaves on the trees are turning golden brown and fluttering to the ground
Can you feel it in the air

Apple stands on the side of the road
Warm days and cool crisp nights

My favorite time of year

Sailing

Sailing
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I have never been truly sailing before. What an experience! Kate invite 30 of her friends for a day on the bay for her 26th birthday. Rick and I were among the crew that set sail from the Ramp in San Francisco on one of the hottest days of the year.

Smooth going out to Alcatraz...and then the sails went up and we were sailing! The boat started to lean like you see in a photo. Well, I guess I wasn't paying too much attention, I was wrapped up in my thoughts, the next thing I knew EVERYONE else was on the upside of the boat and I was hanging on for dear life!!! All I could do was laugh. I do have to admit I was very frieghtened but it was great fun!

Sailing

Sailing
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My first tomatoes!
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Bentley has had his eye on these for a few days now!

They're Here!

They're Here!
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My first two tomatoes ever! I will be adding these to tonights salad. Thnk anyone will notice them?

A proud day!

Today was a good day! Katie

is officially and RN

Actually a BSNRN.

And Tim is being honored on the Onelegacy

float at the Rose Bowl Parade in January.

I am a proud Mom!

My very first tomato EVER!!

My very first tomato EVER!!
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This is my very first tomato EVER!!!! I know many of you have done this many, many times, but this is very exciting for me. My first EVER!!!! I know I won't be setting up any produce stands but it looks like I will have a few more soon.I will watch it and take care of it carefully. I must say I am a little afraid that Bentley is going to eat it, if he does I may be listing him on Ebay!

So sweet

So sweet
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It is the sweet small things that can make my day, like finding a special treasure like Julie Whitmore's Pottery. My friend Carol posted a photo of her adorable new cup. When I saw it I knew I had to own a piece or 10! So, I signed on to Etsy and there they were waiting for me to click on the purchase button. The next thing I know the mailman was delivering my very first piece. I am enchanted with Julie's whimsical painting, each piece a delight. Another one is on ot;s way to my home now. I can't wait for her to post more!!!

Reliquary Santon class

Reliquary Santon class
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Well, this is it. Mine is the one in the middle. Ulla, the class and Castle in the Air was a wonderful way to enjoy the day. So much inspiration!

Preparing for class

Preparing for class
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I am SOOO excited to take another wonderful class at Castle in the Air in Berkeley tomorrow with Ulla. Every trip to Castle is an inspiration, each new class is a exploration into new things . Tomorrow is a Santon reliquary class. Ulla always supplies interesting objects to work with but I am bringing a few of my own trinkets to play with as well. I can't wait to take some photos to show you all.

Tim 2.25.81

Tim 2.25.81
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What a wonderful thing a photo is. You can look at it and really feel a closeness to that missing someone. You can almost feel you can touch them, almost pretend you can hear thier voice, imagine what they might say to you or better yet hear them laugh. You can almost pretend you are seeing them. Some time it is easier to pretend he's just away,even though I know better. It is nice to be able to hope he will walk thru the door. I look at his picture and I can only imagine what a beautiful angel he has become. Happy Birthday my sweet boy.
I love you,
Mom

I love.....

I love.....
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I love my family, I love our puppy dog Bentley, I love all my family memories, I love chocolate, I love shortbread cookies, I love my Latte, I love french knots, I love being married, I love to bake, I love flea markets, I love vintage anything, I love old lace, I love soft colors that blend, I love decorating magazines, I love Flickr, I love my new camera, I love Tahoe, I love rain, I love being artsy, I love that my family is close, I love a clean hose, I love a full cookie jar, I love when all the laundry is done and put away, I love taking classes to learn new things, I love that I don't have to work all the time, I love books, I love field trips to other peoples homes, I love traveling, I love coiming back home again with new ideas, I love little birds, I love treasure hunts, I love that I am grateful for having all these things to love. Happy Valentine's Day

New Years "reflections"

New Years "reflections"
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Last night we watched the movie The Pursuit of Happiness, with Will Smith. As we watch this very sad but real movie, I looked over to notice Bentley laying on his end of the couch wrapped in my Pottery Barn blanket cozy, safe and warm and I thought of all the people that are living on the streets or losing their homes with no where to go. I sat back and thought of my many blessings in life and said a prayer for those who are lonely, cold and hungry. I have made a promise to myself to try to be less wasteful and more aware of the things I take for granted. I don't call what I do "New Year Resolutions", I call them "New Year Beginings" a fresh new start. My New year wish for you all...Warm homes, a roof over your head, food in your tummy and someone to love. Happy New Year......